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Stumbling Toward the Cross

April 1, 2021 by Cindy Angela

I have crosses in every room of my house.  I didn’t grow up with this tradition, but I remember the dramatic crucifix in the living room of my Catholic aunt and uncle.  It was uncomfortable to my Protestant eyes, a graphic symbol of Christ’s bloody execution, hung above the sofa where I first watched MTV videos in the 1980s.  Growing up in Western Pennsylvania, your familiar form of the cross marks your identity as Protestant, Catholic, or Orthodox.  I was never particularly comfortable with the crucifix.

A former nuclear scientist, Parush Parushev, a Bulgarian, tells how a crucifix changed him.  While working in Soviet-occupied Eastern Europe, he traveled to Poland where he met a scientist who had a crucifix in his home.  Parushev said the symbol troubled him and somehow began his journey of openness to the story of Jesus’ life and death that eventually led to his own conversion.  He is now a Baptist seminary professor and theologian.

Image by Robert Allmann from Pixabay

I’m still a bit discomforted by the bloodied Jesus on a cross, even though I am fully aware that the cross and the tomb are empty.  The crucifix is a stark reminder of the horror of Christ’s death. 

There’s something worthwhile about paying attention to the suffering Christ and holding on, even just for a while, to Jesus’ painful, humiliating death that opens the path for our own redemption.  Author James Cone does important work on connecting the idea of the cross with the African American experience of lynching in the United States.  There is much that we can learn yet often try to avoid by looking away.

This year as we emerge, slowly and wobbly, from a pandemic and persevere through a socio-political situation fraught with crisis after crisis, we might need the reminder of Christ’s presence with us in suffering.  The Ghanian song, “In Your Sickness,” minds us that “in your sickness, your suffering, your trials and pain, he is with you all the time.  Persecution, temptations, and loneliness, he is with you all the time” (Hymnal: A Worship Book #585).  From our food distributions, to our open community centers, to our Zoom worship, and stressful work situations, God has indeed been with us. 

Over the next few days, as we remember the Last supper and footwashing, and journey toward the cross, let us hold onto the solemnity of Holy Saturday and lean in toward the surprise of resurrection. I want to be alert to things that might break open my mind toward a fresh understanding, even through familiar words and symbols.  I’m paying attention to God who is with us in the midst of all that is distraught while also anticipating the possibilities of resurrection, new life, and healing.  I wonder where we might be renewed this Holy Week.

I want to remember Christ present in struggle, when things are not yet fully transformed or illuminated.  I also want to trust that God is still working, even in my impatience and striving, and the Spirit can use even the most difficult realities to be turned toward new life. 

Long winters can mean bright springs.   Even when nights and days seem long, resurrection is still coming,  still waiting to surprise us and re-awaken our hearts, souls, and minds toward deepened faith, hope, and love.   

Filed Under: Articles, Blog Tagged With: Steve Kriss

Calling All Leaders!

March 24, 2021 by Cindy Angela

“We are looking for a new pastor.” These are words I have heard too often in the past several years. During a pastoral transition, there is often heightened anxiety because change is on the horizon. This is a great time for churches to look inwardly for ways they can become a place that is best suited for a new pastor. 

Yet most of the emphasis in the interim is usually placed on who the new pastor will be. Search committees are formed, opinions are expressed regarding desired pastoral qualities, and pastoral fit is discerned. Ultimately, congregations create a pastoral mold that defines what the perfect pastor will look like. Sometimes I wonder if Jesus would be a viable candidate for the open position. 

It is important that the candidate has certain abilities and attributes. But if we exclude persons from our searches who do not have all the gifts on our checklist – highly educated, challenging preacher (just not too challenging), and administratively efficient – we could miss out on the most important gift necessary for a church to thrive in our culture today: leadership.

Leaders do not fit any one mold. They have many gifts, just not usually the same as pastoral gifts. In fact, true leaders often find pastoral positions unattractive because they do not thrive in places that have fixed boundaries of expectations. 

Leaders may have a gift of prophecy rather than preaching excellence. They may lack the pastoral educational requirements but may bring a wealth of workplace knowledge and experience. They may have a clear vision of outreach that may push against the congregation’s long-standing means of evangelism. In fact, many characteristics of a leader are outside of our pastoral expectations.  Consequently, leaders are quickly dismissed from our pastoral search. 

Photo by Mike Clemmer

But I believe that leaders are exactly what our churches today need. Leaders usually have relational skills, adaptability, and a sense of humility that can only come from being called by God. Leaders also work at change organically by influencing and encouraging people to move towards God’s agenda and purposes. They see where God is already at work and lead people to those places. These attributes cannot be defined by a set list of pastoral characteristics but are vital to the health of the church. Unfortunately, people who have great pastoral gifting often do not have leadership gifting. 

Valuing leadership gifting over pastoral gifting will probably cause the walls of many of our churches to quake a bit and make for a bumpy ride for a while. However, a good leader navigates the bumps in the road by adapting to the environment and modeling the vision, thus encouraging the congregation to come alongside and be partners in God’s mission. 

You may be asking, “Where are these leaders to be found?” Good news! They are already in our midst. They are found in businesses, classrooms, medical services, and farms – just look around. They are already in our churches, waiting to be tapped on the shoulder. They may not even be aware of it yet – they need to be called out. God is raising up leaders – let’s call them out!

Filed Under: Articles, Blog

Recruit. Equip. Deploy. Support. (Repeat)

March 18, 2021 by Cindy Angela

Years and years ago, when I was in seminary, my mission professor said, “If everything is mission, then nothing is mission.” Mission, according to the late South African missiologist, David Bosch, is “crossing frontiers in the form of a servant.”  As Leadership Minister in California, I am often asked, how can the Conference be more missional?

My answer, to be honest, may be difficult to accept.  Mosaic Conference is not particularly missional.  The congregations of the Mosaic Conference are not overly missional.  It falls to disciples – followers of Jesus Christ – to be fully missional.  

Disciples are not just folks who have aced the church membership class.  Disciples are people who have found a grateful heart because of the God who has redeemed them in Christ and who live with both a stubborn loyalty to Christian community and an unfettered love for their neighbors.  They worship God with exuberance and lead with big hearts and sometimes big mouths. They challenge one another to do justice in the world through the power of the Holy Spirit.  

So how can Mosaic Conference engage in missional behavior?

First, recruit.  The primary missional environment of any church group is to be a talent scout for leaders, now and for the future.  Engage with people in our churches to see if they have a craving for the Reign of God. As a Leadership Minister, I am called to encourage – a “Barnabas” – credentialed servants of my assigned churches, but I am also on the lookout for women and men with an appetite for disciple making.  

Second, equip. Providing learning environments for disciple making is central to the life of a conference.  Formal settings, such as schools, and informal settings, like mentoring, are important dimensions to this equipping process.   Setting up internships that explore the possibility of call and taking risks on persons from the margins, who might otherwise not hear God’s call on their life, is critical.  

Once upon a time, a smart-aleck teenage son of an alcoholic, less than a year into his walk with Jesus, was given an opportunity to serve in the small, urban church where he first met Christ.  At first, he did not do what was assigned to him very well, but this small congregation championed his spiritual growth, and provided resources at every turn.  Forty-six years later, my life has been a terrific privilege of walking with God and serving the church.  

Third, deploy.  This is a possibly controversial step, but it is also incredibly important.  Disciple-making does not just fall from the sky.  We must invite people to enter spaces where they can thrive.  In the post-COVID, post-Christendom church that is emerging, women will be critical carriers of the gospel and important disciple makers.  They don’t need to fight the battles of my generation:  should a woman “lead?”  They need to be deployed into environments where their gifts, skills, and calling to make disciples flourish.  Yes, that means the Conference might become more directive.  Is that such a bad thing?

Fourth, support.  Support is not just financial, but also includes undergirding disciple makers with spiritual habits and practices that incarnate courage to make disciples.  Support is the encouragement that says, “Yes. You should!  Yes. You can!  Yes.  You will!”  

One important caveat:  support is not protecting from failure.  To allow people to experience the powerful pedagogy of failing…and trying again…is one of the best ways to support people.

Recruit. Equip. Deploy. Support.  This is how Mosaic Conference acts in missional ways in the environment of this new season.

Filed Under: Articles, Blog

The Importance of Relying on God

March 11, 2021 by Cindy Angela

Many times, when we are going through challenging waters, we feel alone. We feel isolated and feel as though no one understands the situation we are in. But the truth is, we are not alone. Nothing we go through, whether good or bad, we go through alone. God is with us every step of the way.

It is important to rely on God and to remember that He is always with us. God provides help when we need it and in the ways we need it most. Sometimes He even provides help in ways we didn’t even know we needed. This doesn’t mean your boat won’t shake; it just means it won’t sink because Jesus is in there with you no matter how bad the storm may end up being.

The best example is Matthew 8:23-27, when Jesus got into the boat, and his disciples followed him. A strong storm came, raging the waves over the boat, and Jesus was sound asleep. His disciples went to wake him up, yelling that they were going to drown. Jesus responded, “You of little faith, why are you so afraid?” When Jesus got up, he rebuked the winds and waves, and everything was calm.

In the same way that Jesus calmed the storm, Jesus calms all the storms in your life. No matter the situation, we can rely on Him to get us through it and help us overcome anything. Countless examples in the Bible show how relying on God helps people get through all kinds of situations.

My favorite Bible verse is Proverbs 3:5-6, “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding: in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight” (NIV). Since I was little, I have been able to apply that verse to any situation I might be going through. I say it to myself as a reminder that I can depend on God’s guiding hand to help me through anything.

God knows everything, and He will sustain you through all your troubles. He knows the plans of your future, He knows the desires of your heart, and He knows when the tide is going to get high. Like the storm He calmed with His disciples, He will calm all the storms in your life. 

Remember, don’t tell God how big your problems are, instead, tell your problems how big your God is.

Filed Under: Articles, Blog Tagged With: Michelle Ramirez

God’s Spirit at the Convention Center

February 25, 2021 by Cindy Angela

A line of hospital techs filled the space designed for concessions.  On counters usually covered with ketchup and mustard, colorful plastic bins sat side by side as scrub-clad workers carefully measured doses and checked syringes, holding them up to the light for gentle tapping.

Emily Ralph Servant at the Baltimore Convention Center for her COVID-19 Vaccination. Photo provided by Emily Ralph Servant.

The Baltimore Convention Center had opened up only a week before as a mass vaccination site.  I was pleasantly surprised to get an appointment just two days after I received the email notifying me of my eligibility.  It was a cold, rainy day, frequently switching to sleet, and quickly covering still surfaces with a layer of ice.

Yet the woman who welcomed me at the door greeted me with kindness, even as she lifted her chin to see around the fog covering her glasses and face shield.  Others stood out in the elements to direct traffic or provide wheelchairs.  There were no raised voices, no irritation at silly questions or misunderstood directions, no jockeying for position or cutting in line.

It was peaceful.

As I stood in the long line waiting to receive my vaccine, people around me chatted with old friends or were introduced to new ones.  Elderly women and men slowly made their way up the long carrel reserved just for them as the woman directing folks to check-in spots treated them with special honor.  This courtesy—so our elders didn’t grow tired waiting in line—brought tears to my eyes.  Watching their determination to get their vaccination, matched by the determination of the hundreds of other neighbors surrounding me, filled me with hope.

It’s been a long year as COVID-19 has swept through our communities.  Some of us have been forced to stay home, to miss important family celebrations, to change our habits and interactions.  Others haven’t had that privilege—working on the front lines in hospitals, grocery stores, or manufacturing.  Some of us are bored.  Some of us are exhausted.  Some of us are traumatized.  It’s been a long year.

Yet in this space, in this exhibition hall full of strangers, I sensed the presence of God’s Spirit: in the patient anticipation of the waiting, in the kind helpfulness of the field hospital staff,  in the powerful science that made a vaccine possible, in the intricacy of the human body that can take virus proteins and turn them into antibodies.  I saw God’s fingerprints everywhere I looked.

It was beautiful.  It was peaceful.  And God was there.

Filed Under: Articles, Blog Tagged With: Emily Ralph Servant

Blood Sacrifice for Atonement

February 18, 2021 by Cindy Angela

I’ve been wondering lately why Jesus had to die on a cross for our sins.  

Recently I came across a story that I had written in 1989 in reflection of my time serving in Tanzania.  The story was about a survey that Mennonite missionaries had just completed with elders of many of the tribes around the villages where we lived.  The subject of the survey was how ancient historical beliefs and culture viewed blood and sacrifice and how this tied into Old Testament teachings.

The stories gathered from the tribes told many things about how they viewed the blood sacrifice. Blood sacrifices were valued for many reasons: to offer healing to their village, for reconciliation and peace with another tribe, as an offering to their god, to right a wrong, etc.  We wondered where this belief in blood and sacrifice came from, especially since these practices have been happening long before Christ was introduced to the region.

We began to imagine that perhaps this need for a blood sacrifice as atonement is written by God onto human hearts.  Afterall, how did Abel know that his sacrifice of an animal would be most pleasing to God?  It isn’t recorded that God told anyone at that time to do this. Was it written on his heart?

When the missionary group told the tribal elders biblical stories (such as Numbers 25 and II Samuel 24 and the need for a blood sacrifice to stop a plague), the elders fully understood.  One tribe even believed that they were descendants of the Israelites because of their great herds of cattle and the need to sacrifice the best of their herd for an atonement.

The Old Testament need for a blood sacrifice is explained very well in Hebrews 9:22, “In fact, the law requires that nearly everything be cleansed with blood, and without the shedding of blood there is no forgiveness” (NIV).  

The scripture goes on to state that repeating the same sacrifices year after year can’t be the solution, as the blood of bulls and goats can’t get rid of sin.  Earlier in Hebrews, it says that this will only make you outwardly clean.  

Enter Jesus Christ. Hebrews 9:14 says the blood of Christ will cleanse our whole lives, inside and out, from acts that lead to death. And, Christ only needed to be sacrificed once to to take away our sins forever (Hebrews 9:28) Through this, “we have been made holy through the sacrifice of the body of Jesus Christ once for all.” (Hebrews 10:10, NIV)

We sometimes wonder why the church in parts of Africa is growing so quickly.  Could it be because they have this understanding of the need to die for an atonement written on their hearts from the ancient days and that Jesus Christ fulfills that need, once and for all?  

Thank you, Jesus, for loving us enough to die for us.

Filed Under: Articles, Blog

Giving Justly

February 4, 2021 by Cindy Angela

My family taught me through example to be generous with what I had and to share with those in need. The Church taught me to give a tithe of 10% of my income back to God. When I was younger, I remember reading the counsel that as your income increased, that you should seek to increase the percentage of your giving.  

When I read scriptures about Jesus’ conversation with the rich young ruler (Luke 18:18-29) and the descriptions of the early church’s economics in Acts 4:32-35, I am convinced that I am off the mark about money and wealth. 

In his book, “Who Will Be a Witness? Igniting Activism for God’s Justice, Love, and Deliverance,” Dr. Drew Hart expresses the need for the church to move “from a hyper-individualistic lens of wealth as an issue of rights and private property, to the viewpoint of early Christian leaders that nothing is solely yours to do with however you desired. Everything was from God and was to be shared.  People that hoard wealth and then give to the poor are not actually engaging in charity.” (p. 250, emphasis mine) 

That is the line that stuck with me. Most of the time, I give from my extra.  I keep back what I need or may need in the future.  I give from what I think I can live without.  

Hart continued:

We ought to participate in the new thing God is doing, and it cannot exclude our economic discipleship and our relationship to wealth and poverty.  There is significant dissonance between the American church and the thrust of biblical teaching on wealth and poverty, especially when we see that scriptural wisdom climaxes in the life and teachings of Jesus.  We will not find a faithful way of participating in God’s economy until we are converted from our internalized thinking, which is apathetic to poverty and triggered by any form of redistribution of resources.” (p.250)

How do I (and how do we) move towards giving “with an eye towards redistribution and not merely comfortable charity”?

Injustice has always allowed for unequal distribution of money and wealth.  Injustice and racism in the United States has benefitted white people economically.  This video by Phillip Roger Vischer (co-creator of Veggie Tales and What’s in the Bible, founder of Big Idea Productions and Jellyfish Labs) gives an excellent explanation of the ways that wealth has been unequally distributed over the years.  

When the rich young ruler heard Jesus’ word, he turned away from Jesus (Luke 18:23). But Zacchaeus does not. Instead, Zacchaeus stood up and said, “Look, Lord! Here and now I give half of my possessions to the poor, and if I have cheated anybody out of anything, I will pay back four times the amount” (Luke 19:8, NIV)  Zacchaeus gave money to the poor, but he also made reparations and made amends for the wrong he had done, by paying back money to those who had been wronged.

During our recent webinar with Dr. Hart, I asked, “What steps can we take to answer Jesus’ call to be radically faithful with our wealth?”  

Hart responded, “If you care about something, you will find ways to respond.”   

Lord Jesus, I care about your call to economic justice and discipleship.  Help me to find meaningful ways to respond and to be faithful!

Filed Under: Articles, Blog Tagged With: Marta Castillo

Transforming My Limited Perspective

January 27, 2021 by Cindy Angela

Besides being one of my favorite movies, White Man Can’t Jump accurately describes my reality.  Throughout my life, I have known what it is to be leaping-impaired. When I see people who can leap, hang, and glide, as if floating in air, I certainly know their reality is far different than my own. 

In a similar way, I have learned that others who do not share my skin color often experience a different reality than me in school, work, faith community, and the world at large.  

Might from the Margins Cover © Herald Press

In his book, Might from the Margins, Rev. Dr. Dennis Edwards invites people of all races to embrace the gospel’s power to transform humanity.  From the very first page, Edwards shares openly about his experience of being marginalized and treated unjustly, yet prophetically proclaims that God’s power is made known out of such experiences.   

In some ways, Jesus began his life as a marginalized person born to unimpressive parents, who identified with people under the yoke of Roman oppression, hung out and ate with social outcasts, and died at the hands of the keepers of societal status quo.  Yet the movement Jesus began, with marginalized people and a unique understanding of power, transformed an empire.  

Edwards rightly calls all people to live this robust Gospel as a way to both experience and share the salvation given in Jesus.  There is no need to wait for permission or support.  Jesus has already commanded and empowered his followers to hunger and thirst for righteousness.  

Edwards’ chapter on the power of anger was especially insightful. I was raised in what I would consider a rather typical white evangelical home. While I am forever grateful for this upbringing, I learned a strong bias against the idea of anger having any redeemable qualities. Christians should control their emotions at all times. Doubt, fear, and especially anger were tools of the devil. People who expressed anger in any way were discounted as being less-than-Christian and certainly not worthy of us listening to their concerns.  

When it came to questions of justice, I found it easy, due to my training, to dismiss people whose tone had any sense of anger. It took years of unlearning and gaining a realistic understanding of Jesus’ own anger before I could see how anger can fuel an appropriate Christian response.  The apostle Paul certainly teaches and models this very approach.  

Although each chapter in Edwards’ book is worthwhile, the chapter on the power of worship is especially valuable. Edwards articulates a needed correction to the goal and purpose of worship.  He proclaims that worship is a way of life, not an event.  Based on Romans 12, Edwards declares, “Worship is about following Jesus in order to understand and practice love for God and love for other people” (p. 133).  It is only when we see worship as a way of life, and not an event, that we begin to allow the Gospel to penetrate our entire being.  

Might from the Margins is an invitation to discipleship. With a strong biblical foundation and a breadth of personal wisdom, Dr. Edwards shares his pastoral heart for all people to more closely follow Jesus Christ. With rich historical context and examples from lesser-known writers, this book exposed this limited white man to many more things than just my poor leaping ability … all while extending an invitation to a fuller, more hopeful future. For this, I am incredibly grateful.   

Editor’s Note: There is a study guide, published by Herald Press, that accompanies Might from the Margins, available for free. 

Filed Under: Articles, Blog Tagged With: Randy Heacock

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