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A Love Letter for 50 Years 

January 11, 2024 by Cindy Angela

by Sharon Williams

Nueva Vida Norristown (PA) New Life (NVNNL) recently celebrated Pastor Ertell Whigham for his 50 years of ministry with a gala and dinner. Friends, family, and ministry associates from the Norristown community, Mosaic Conference, and beyond joined the congregation with tributes and stories to share. A highlight of the evening was a jazz concert led by Pastor Ertell, given as a “musical love letter” for all of us. The offering was designated by Pastor Ertell for the congregation’s capital campaign, Enlarging Our Place in God’s World. 

(L-R) Pastor Ertell Whigham & Leadership Minister Noel Santiago  Photo credit: Jeff Harvey.

In December, Pastor Ertell completed 33 years of ministry as one of the three founding Associate Pastors at NVNNL.  

After coming to faith in Jesus Christ in 1970, Ertell began ministering as a lay leader in visitation and youth outreach. When he and his family moved to Reading, PA, a neighbor introduced them to Buttonwood Mennonite Church and Lancaster Mennonite Conference. The congregation called him into ministry by lot and credentialed him as a bi-vocational pastor.  

A job transfer relocated the Whigham family to Pastor Ertell’s home neighborhood in North Philadelphia in 1980, where he was called to join the ministry team at Diamond Street Mennonite Church.  

One Sunday in 1985, Pastor Ertell was invited to preach at Bethel Mennonite Church in Norristown, PA. After the service, the Church Council Chair handed him a key to the front door of the church and urged him to become Bethel’s pastor. He accepted the call, and his wife Pat developed the children’s ministry. By God’s grace, they were able to provide stability and vision for the congregation. 

In 1988, God was raising a vision for a different kind of Anabaptist witness in Norristown. Pastor Ertell was instrumental in discerning and leading the vision with Pastor Paul Leichty (First Mennonite) and Pastor Henry Ortiz (Fuente de Salvación). The three Mennonite congregations came together to form Nueva Vida Norristown New Life (NVNNL) Mennonite Church in 1990.  

NVNNL elders Adamino Ortiz, Marta Castillo, and Emmanuel Mwaipopo present gifts to Pastor Ertell and Sister Pat Whigham. Photo credit: Jeff Harvey.

NVNNL became one of the nation’s first intercultural, bilingual Anabaptist congregations. The three ministers formed an intercultural pastoral team and became Associate Pastors—a model that NVNNL continues to embrace. Sister Pat Whigham’s emphasis on children grew into Precious Life Ministries, a Christian childcare center based in the NVNNL meetinghouse.  

Whigham served as a Conference Minister and Executive Minister/CEO of Franconia Mennonite Conference from 2000–2016. He also served as the Board Director of Mennonite Health Services from 2012–2016. In 2007, Pastor Ertell received Mennonite Mission Network’s Urban Leader Award. 

Currently, Whigham is an interim Leadership Minister with Mosaic Conference, a senior consultant with Manna Visions LLC, and a post leader/peace advocate with Pointman International Ministries, a healing ministry for military veterans. 

Pastor Ertell and Sister Pat are blessed to have three adult children, six grandchildren, and Ertell’s energetic, independent, 102-year-old mother, who lives nearby. They also provide a “forever home” for rescued Rottweilers. Whigham spends his leisure time leading a gospel jazz band in which he plays alto saxophone.  


Sharon Williams

Sharon K. Williams is the Minister of Worship at Nueva Vida Norristown New Life in Norristown, PA.

Filed Under: Articles Tagged With: Ertell Whigham, Nueva Vida Norristown New Life

Stewarding a Spiritual Legacy 

January 4, 2024 by Cindy Angela

by Eileen Kinch

Last year, a Friend in my Quaker meeting died. Later I learned that he had named me in his will to take care of his religious books and writings.  

Boxes and boxes of old books came to our house, as well as to my parents’. As I sorted through the collection, I discovered a few surprises: a copy of Scottish Quaker Robert Barclay’s Apology from 1678, a two-volume set from 1753 of A Collection of the Sufferings of the People Called Quakers by Joseph Besse, and an almost complete book set of the writings by Quaker founder George Fox. 

What does it mean to steward a spiritual legacy? I have spent a lot of time thinking about this. Terry Wallace gave these books to me. But before Terry gave me these books, Lewis and Sarah Potts Benson gave these books to Terry. Lewis and Sarah worked very hard to teach Quakers in the 1970s and 1980s about their religious heritage. Lewis, Sarah, and Terry traveled to Friends meetings in the United Kingdom and in the US with the same message: that Quakers have a very special understanding of Christ being alive here and now, and that we can know and obey him. 

Some of the books have notes scribbled on the edges of pages or even on the end pages.  Lewis kept meticulous notes of how Friends used words in their journals or other writings from the seventeenth and eighteenth centuries. He even assembled a word index. Terry wrote books that interpret some of these older writings. My experience of Christ has been shaped and nurtured because of the faithfulness of others, including Sarah, Lewis, and Terry. 

A few Friends recommended that I send older volumes to the archives at Haverford and Swarthmore Colleges. Since Barclay’s Apology is now available online, an archival facility would know best how to take care of a book from 1678. This is helpful advice. 

I’m still deciding what I want to do. One thing very clear to me is that the legacy I have been given is not simply the books themselves; what the books contain, teach, or even document is even more important than where I decide to store them.  I need to talk and write about my spiritual heritage and why Quaker history and witness are so important. The books are not dead relics. I want them to make a difference for the Kingdom of God, and I want to be a living witness to Christ’s power today. 

I am a Quaker who lives and works among Mennonites. Mennonites also have a spiritual legacy that should be nurtured and stewarded. I hope Mennonites are sharing stories of living witness with each other and preserving them at places like the Mennonite Heritage Center. Stories do not simply belong to individuals — they belong to all of us. God’s faithfulness and the faithfulness of our brothers and sisters shape our own. 


Eileen Kinch

Eileen Kinch is a writer and editor for the Mosaic communication team. She holds a Master of Divinity degree, with an emphasis in the Ministry of Writing, from Earlham School of Religion. She and her husband, Joel Nofziger, who serves as director of the Mennonite Heritage Center in Harleysville, live near Tylersport, PA. They attend Methacton Mennonite Church. Eileen is also a member of Keystone Fellowship Friends Meeting in Lancaster County.

Filed Under: Articles, Blog Tagged With: Eileen Kinch

Hybrid Church Plant Blooms in Pembroke Pines, FL 

January 4, 2024 by Cindy Angela

by Andrés Castillo

Many of us remember when the COVID-19 pandemic forced churches online. While most have returned to in-person worship, some congregations have found online church to be the new way to worship. Such is the case for a new church in Pembroke Pines, FL, Resplandece Mennonite Church, which will have an entirely virtual pastor. 

Josué Gonzalez of Encuentro de Renovación in Miami, FL dreamt of planting a church in Pembroke Pines, so much so that he offered up his house to host the new church. However, it wasn’t possible to find an Anabaptist pastor in Pembroke Pines, so Leadership Minister Marco Güete suggested starting a virtual and in-person church, using Gonzalez’s house as the base.  

The pastoral candidate they identified was Manuel García, a resident of Barranquilla, Colombia and a former student in the Seminario Bíblico Anabautista Hispana (SeBAH) who was then studying at Anabaptist Mennonite Biblical Seminary (AMBS). García had been forming a church body online prior to meeting Güete through AMBS. As new migration policies in Florida were causing people to leave their homes, and it occurred to García to invite them to form a church. “It was a natural process. We just started talking, accompanying people,” García says. “These people formed the church that became Resplandece, but now there is more intentionality.” 

Pastor Manuel García of Resplandece Mennonite Church, his sons Adrian and Esteban, and his wife, Vivi. Photo by Manuel Garcia.

Through Güete, García met Gonzalez, who had the space and desire to plant a new church in Pembroke Pines. “Josué [Gonzalez] video-called me and was very excited. He was showing me the house and where everything would happen,” García remembers. “So in that way, God united many intentions.” 

A team was created to represent Mosaic and support the newly-born Resplandece, including Marco Güete, Noel Santiago, Josué Gonzalez, and Naún Cerrato. This board has been meeting with García monthly, and will eventually be replaced by a church leadership board. For now, García works on Zoom, WhatsApp, Facebook Live, and other social media platforms. His first official day as their pastor was December 1, 2023. 

“This is a way that God is using to create new models of church,” Güete says. “The pandemic forced the change quickly and people resisted it. Now we are realizing there is another way to do church.”  

Noel Santiago, Mosaic’s Leadership Minister for Missional Transformation, says that the online aspect helps Mosaic in its global ministry. “These are ongoing steps that come from a long history of face-to-face relationships.” 

García describes his experience with Mosaic as a big house of refuge. “There is a sincerity and tenderness when people from Mosaic talk to you,” he says. “I already felt like a part of Mosaic.” García is currently studying with Mosaic Institute. 

The tech setup for Resplandece’s hybrid services at Josué Gonzales’ house. Photo by Josué Gonzales.

The first service for Resplandece took place on December 24, 2023. Their weekly activities include a Tuesday morning prayer time and Thursday family devotional time. They invite prayer for those leading the new church as well as those who will know Jesus through its ministry. 

Pastor Manuel García loves spending his free time with his sons Esteban (8) and Adrian (6), and his wife Viviana. He also enjoys fishing with his father.


Andrés Castillo

Andrés Castillo is the Intercultural Communication Associate for the Conference. Andrés lives in Philadelphia, PA, and currently attends Methacton Mennonite Church. He loves trying new food, learning languages, playing music, and exploring new places.

Filed Under: Articles Tagged With: Andres Castillo, Josue Gonzalez, Manuel Garcia, Marco Guete, missional, Resplandece Mennonite Church

New Year Brings Numerous Staff Transitions

January 4, 2024 by Cindy Angela

by Jenn Svetlik

The recent months have unveiled a variety of staff transitions for Mosaic Conference. These changes seek to respond to needs that the Conference has identified as we continue to live more fully into our missional, intercultural, and formational priorities.  

Departures:

Randy Heacock ended his role as Leadership Minister in October 2023, a position he had served in since 2017. As the staff gathered for a Christmas party in December, Heacock was affirmed by the staff and prayed over by fellow staff member Noel Santiago.  

Sue Conrad Howes will end her role as Communication Team Lead and editor of Mosaic News at the end of January, a role she has filled since 2020.  She will continue in her role as a chaplain at St. Luke’s Penn Foundation.  

New Staff:  

Andrés Castillo who began working on the communication and intercultural teams in November 2023, began a one-year full-time position as Intercultural Communication Associate in January 2024. 

Stacey Mansfield began work with Mosaic in the summer of 2023, providing logistical and administrative support for the Annual Assembly. In December 2023, she began a role as Administrative and Hospitality Collaborator, supporting the work of credentialing leaders and Assembly planning.  

Jennifer Svetlik became a member of the Communication team in September 2023.  In January 2024, Svetlik is moving into an expanded role as Editor of Mosaic News. 

New Roles for Current Staff: 

Cindy Angela, who has served as Digital Communication Associate since September 2020, began as the Director of Communication in January 2024.  

“My vision for the Communication Team is to continue to provide clear and effective communication of Mosaic’s priorities, making sure to listen intentionally to the different voices and perspectives across the conference,” shares Angela. “We’re such a diverse conference, and I see this as a strength.” 

Emily Ralph Servant, who has served the Conference in a variety of roles since 2011, most recently as a Leadership Minister and the Dean of Mosaic Institute, began as the Leadership Minister for Strategic Priorities in January 2024.  

Rose Bender Cook will, in February 2024, become the Leadership Minister for Formation, a role she has served in an interim way since October 2023. Since 2021 she has helped to lead Mosaic Institute.  

“As a pastor, I am always thinking about formation for the congregation, but in this new role, I will be challenged to think more broadly about creating spaces where we can all be formed by the Word of God and the Spirit’s work in one another,” shares Bender Cook. “I anticipate getting to know congregations and seeing what God is already doing as well as learning what the needs are so we can respond accordingly.” 

Eileen Kinch, an editor and writer on the Communication team, will move to the Administrative team in February 2024. 

“The strength of Mosaic is committed people. In a time of fluidity and change, our staff is committed to accompanying our diverse communities with integrity and responsiveness” Executive Minister Steve Kriss says. “I’m grateful for both those who are finishing up their time as part of our staff and those who have said yes to increased or new responsibilities.”    

The staff of Mosaic Conference is comprised of 22 full-time and part-time persons.  

Conference staff accompany and support congregations, credentialed leaders, Conference Related Ministries and ministry partners, serving nearly 100 affiliated Mosaic communities and ministries in eight states along with partnerships in Africa, Asia, Europe and Latin America. Staff members work regularly in English, Spanish, and Indonesian languages.   


Jennifer Svetlik

Jennifer is Communication Associate/Editor for Mosaic. She was born near Houston, TX and spent a decade living in an intentional community in Washington DC, before moving to Lansdale, PA with her spouse, Sheldon Good. She is a graduate of the University of Texas and Washington Theological Seminary. She serves as Children’s Faith Formation Director at Salford Mennonite (Harleysville, PA). Jenn has two elementary-school-aged children and loves biking, camping, gardening, and vermicomposting with her family. 

Filed Under: Articles Tagged With: Conference News

Take Heart, It Is Almost the End of Advent Again

December 21, 2023 by Cindy Angela

by Stephen Kriss

It is Advent again. We call this time Advent because it reminds us of what comes from God for the creation of his kingdom on earth. We who are here have been led in a special way to keep what is coming on our hearts and to shape ourselves according to it. That which comes from God—that is what moves our hearts, not only in these days but at all times.

Christoph Friedrich Blumhardt

Waiting is part of the human experience. We live in the in-between space, where the reign of God is upon us and not yet, where there is grieving and rejoicing, when things are both lost and found. However, as we see in the Gospel of Mark (this year’s primary lectionary text), there are moments when things are suddenly upon us.  

The Christmas season brings out a level of tenderness in many of us, a time when gift-giving and remembering those less privileged than ourselves is part of the US cultural practice rooted in a Christendom story. It is also a season where we are sometimes the most overtaxed or aware of our lack. The seasonal time of longer nights and less sunlight can make us more acutely aware of all that is not right or well, including ourselves. 

…we practice waiting for light and for Christ’s inbreaking in the midst of long darkness.

As a Mosaic of Christ-followers, a diverse people of God following Christ’s way of peace, we practice waiting for light and for Christ’s inbreaking in the midst of long darkness. We practice pensive waiting more than we might embrace overflowing joy. We know that all is not well in a world where wars wage, injustice dominates, and Herodian leaders call for violence against innocents even now. 

My opening passage excerpt from German theologian Christoph Blumhardt is an invitation to engage with our heart and to respond to the things of our hearts. It reminds me of the Emmaus Road story in Luke 24, the disciples’ post-resurrection encounter with Jesus. The disciples’ hearts warmed while they talked together about all of the difficult things they had experienced, even though they did not recognize Jesus with them. That conversation was not a glossing over the struggle, but a willingness to listen, to validate, to accompany, and eventually, to eat together. There is something within us beyond our head, feet, and hands, deep in our body, that knows the holy from the inside out. 

There is something within us beyond our head, feet, and hands, deep in our body, that knows the holy from the inside out. 

While we wait for Christmas, what does it means to acknowledge all that is fraught, all that we are waiting for, all that is “not yet the reign of God” and yet, still gather and celebrate? We know that wars and rumors of wars rage, we know the personal failures, theological, and political disagreements among us, and we seek to listen and be heard. Even so, we still gather around the table, or a Christmas tree, around a fire or in worship, knowing we are participating in the inbreaking of God–knowing it in our hearts, and enacting it in our bodies, in our communities, and in our relationships. We celebrate this not just now, but always, because we are always waiting, and the reign of God is always breaking through. “I am about to do a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it?” (Isaiah 43:19, NRSV). 


Stephen Kriss

Stephen Kriss is the Executive Minister of Mosaic Conference.

Filed Under: Articles, Blog Tagged With: Advent, Stephen Kriss

Gwen Groff Concludes 24 Years of Ministry at Bethany

December 21, 2023 by Cindy Angela

by Eileen Kinch

On November 30, Pastor Gwen Groff concluded 24 years of ministry at Bethany Mennonite Church (Bridgewater Corners, VT). A few days later, she finished her final term on the Mosaic Conference Board. Groff served on the Board for nine years. 

Groff grew up in Lancaster County, PA. Initially, she worked with Mennonite Central Committee (MCC) in several roles. After she completed her Master of Divinity degree at Lancaster (PA) Theological Seminary, she sought work as a pastor.  Bethany Mennonite Church seemed like the best fit, so Groff and her family moved to Vermont. She began her pastoral role in 1999. 

Groff’s favorite thing about Bethany’s worship service is that after the sermon, the rest of the congregation shares their thoughts and responses. “It does feel like the other half the message,” she said. When people talk about their connections to the sermon, “it just feels very lively.” 

Bethany Mennonite Church began in 1952 as a church plant by Blooming Glen (PA) Mennonite Church. Today, Bethany, a rural congregation, has about 40 regular attenders. Some join by Zoom for health and distance reasons. 

As Groff considers her two and a half decades at Bethany, she feels very good about the labyrinth that is mown into the church’s large meadow. The church holds an outdoor summer communion service there. She likes that the labyrinth encourages contemplative practice. Groff is also grateful that her congregation passed a clear affirmation of welcome for LGBTQ folks in 2020. 

Groff joined the Franconia Conference Board in 2015. A significant event during her tenure was the reconciliation between Franconia Conference and the Eastern District Conference — and then the process of choosing a name for the new conference. She emphasized her gratitude for Mosaic’s commitment to intercultural priorities.  

“I think our challenge [as a conference] is what to do with our theological differences,” Groff reflected on her tenure as a Board member. As the Conference becomes more diverse “in terms of culture, race, geographical area,” she notices that uniformity is waning, but hopes that “unity is growing.” 

For the time being, Groff is doing some interim pastoral care work. She plans to continue her studies with Shalem Institute, where she is taking courses in prayer and spiritual formation. She does not have immediate plans for what she would like to do next but recognizes that the way is sometimes made by walking, similar to the winding paths of a labyrinth. 


Eileen Kinch

Eileen Kinch is a writer and editor for the Mosaic communication team. She holds a Master of Divinity degree, with an emphasis in the Ministry of Writing, from Earlham School of Religion. She and her husband, Joel Nofziger, who serves as director of the Mennonite Heritage Center in Harleysville, live near Tylersport, PA. They attend Methacton Mennonite Church. Eileen is also a member of Keystone Fellowship Friends Meeting in Lancaster County.

Filed Under: Articles Tagged With: Bethany, Gwen Groff

Mosaic Members Participate in Actions for Ceasefire 

December 21, 2023 by Cindy Angela

by Jennifer Svetlik

“We cannot effectively respond to the immense humanitarian needs if there is not an immediate ceasefire,” implored Seth Malone and Sarah Funkhouser, Mennonite Central Committee (MCC) Representatives for Jordan, Palestine, and Israel, in a statement to Salford Mennonite Church (Harleysville, PA), which is their sending congregation. “Israel has heavily restricted our capacity to deliver aid, which is leading to an unprecedented humanitarian disaster.”  

“We lose hope when the US government continues to materially and diplomatically support this war. We ask for continued prayers for those affected, and we ask for your action in this moment. Do not let this government rest from your letters, calls, and protests,” they urged. “We cannot be complicit nor complacent in this moment – now is the time to act. We need this to stop now.”  

Over 100 Mennonites from Mosaic and beyond gather at Sen. Bob Casey’s office in Philadelphia. Photo provided by Mennonite Action.  

On Tuesday, Dec. 19, members of numerous Mosaic congregations responded to this plea by participating in Day of Mennonite Action for a Ceasefire, organized by the newly formed group Mennonite Action.  

Prayer and song, peaceful witness, and advocacy visits were held at the offices of PA Senator Bob Casey, PA Rep. Madeleine Dean, and PA Rep. Brian Fitzpatrick, urging them to call for a ceasefire in Gaza and for a just peace in the region. Over 140 Mennonites participated in these three actions, including members from Mosaic congregations Ambler, Indonesian Light, Methacton, Perkasie, Philadelphia Praise Center, Plains, Souderton, Salford, and Zion, among others.  

“As Mennonites, our faith calls us to be peacemakers, and we extend our prayers to all those affected by this conflict, asking for an end to the violence and a renewed commitment to dialogue and understanding,” shared Hendy Matahelemual, Pastor of Indonesian Light Church, during the prayer service at Sen. Casey’s office in Philadelphia.  

“May our vigil not only serve as a plea for a ceasefire but also as a collective affirmation of our shared responsibility to promote a world where the pursuit of peace is at the forefront of our actions and prayers,” Matahelemual implored. 

During the visit to Rep. Dean’s office in Glenside, PA, the group arrived at the door singing, “We will follow Jesus.” Staffers did not allow the group to enter, so they squeezed together on the sidewalk, praying and singing and recording their message for Rep. Dean. 

Around 30 participants from Mosaic Conference gather for a prayer service outside of the Glenside, PA office of Rep. Madeleine Dean. Around 150 people who were committed to praying for the day of action signed their names on a paper chain which was visible at the Montgomery and Bucks County advocacy events. Photo by Joe Landis.  

“Although we did not get to meet with either representative … I am grateful that we were able to speak with district staff at each office,” shared Tori Jones Long, lead organizer for two of the events and a member of Salford. “It was meaningful to be able to share about our core values, our 70-year history of peacemaking in Palestine, and our deep conviction to live in alignment with the peaceable way of Jesus. My prayer is that we will continue to bravely and publicly advocate for peace.” 

Participants from Mosaic Conference pray, sing, and share testimony inside the Langhorne, PA office of Rep. Brian Fitzpatrick. Photo by Joe Landis. 

Michelle Curtis, Co-Pastor of Ambler, reflected, “What stood out most to me was that we were all there because Jesus calls us to be peacemakers. We were there because Jesus goes out of his way to look out for those who are suffering and forgotten. That means the people of Gaza, who are being bombed and starved by Israeli troops. It means the Israelis who were killed or taken hostage by Hamas on October 7. It means Muslims and Jews around the world who are living in fear because of what’s happening in Palestine and Israel. Jesus cares about all these people. And he asks us to care too.” 

Around 41 advocacy events took place across the US and Canada with Mennonite Action on December 19, involving the prayer and witness of 1700 Mennonites and interfaith allies, making it the largest coordinated Christian day of action for ceasefire since Oct. 7, according to Mennonite Action.


Jennifer Svetlik

Jennifer is Communication Associate/Editor for Mosaic. She was born near Houston, TX and spent a decade living in an intentional community in Washington DC, before moving to Lansdale, PA with her spouse, Sheldon Good. She is a graduate of the University of Texas and Washington Theological Seminary. She serves as Children’s Faith Formation Director at Salford Mennonite (Harleysville, PA). Jenn has two elementary-school-aged children and loves biking, camping, gardening, and vermicomposting with her family. 

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A Prayer Journey 

December 14, 2023 by Cindy Angela

by Emily Ralph Servant

When I was a child, I believed in miracles.  Prayer could move mountains; we prayed fervently and often.  By the time I was a teenager, I had a list of people and circumstances for whom I prayed every morning, early, before the rest of my family woke up. My (literal) prayer closet heard many petitions for healed bodies, restored marriages, world peace. 

By the time I was in my twenties, I found my prayer life had grown stale. After many years of interceding for people and situations without seeing healing, restoration, or peace, I found prayer to be painful. I couldn’t push requests out of my mouth when my heart didn’t truly believe that the answer would be “yes.” 

In seminary, I was introduced to contemplative prayer. It took a while for me to learn how to still my racing thoughts and simply sit in God’s presence, but eventually I began to experience God’s powerful and healing love flowing through me as I came to God without wishes or demands. It was enough to be with God and know that I was loved. 

This practice of contemplative prayer was tested in my early thirties, as I struggled with depression and anxiety, healing from past trauma. Stilling an anxious mind was challenging; experiencing God’s presence felt impossible when my body and heart startled and ached.  I found myself longing to believe that I could ask God for peace, restoration, and joy, and God would make it happen. 

But there was no magic wand. 

Still, time and again God met me, holding me close in the quiet and the pain. And as the peace, restoration, and joy slowly filtered back, I wrestled to make sense of a lifetime of conflicting experiences of prayer. I visited other congregations in Mosaic Conference and heard stories of times when the church prayed for healing and the cancer disappeared.  Yet someone I love still endures chronic pain after decades of intercession. I remembered times when funds miraculously showed up to pay a pressing bill. And I also remembered when I begged God to intervene with justice and mercy and still my child was taken from me. 

I have found that, anymore, I don’t often have words to give to God. When someone I know is hurting, I rarely ask God for anything more than “Please!” Most often, I simply hold them in the compassionate, redeeming presence of God, trusting in the one who said to a sick man, “I do want to!” (Luke 5:13, CEB) 

“There are different spiritual gifts but the same Spirit; and there are different ministries and the same Lord; and there are different activities but the same God who produces all of them in everyone. A demonstration of the Spirit is given to each person for the common good.”

1 Corinthians 12:3-7, CEB

In this stage of my prayer journey, I find myself grateful for those in my life who have energy and faith to intercede for others. Rather than feeling condemned by them, I see them as Aaron and Hur, who held up Moses’ arms when he was getting tired (Exodus 17). I Corinthians 12 says that the church is a body made of many parts, each with its own gift. Maybe others have the gift to pray for healing and transformation, and I can receive that gift with gratitude. 

And perhaps I bring my own gift to the church. I am noticing that, as I stop filling my time with God with words, I have more space to listen. God speaks—in the stillness, in Scripture, in life circumstances, through other people, even in unexpected places in my neighborhood. When I listen for God and then change in response to what I hear, I am transformed. The world around me is transformed. Prayer changes things. 


Emily Ralph Servant

Emily Ralph Servant is a Leadership Minister for Mosaic Mennonite Conference. Emily has served in pastoral roles at Swamp and Indonesian Light congregations and graduated from Eastern Mennonite Seminary.

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